Hell's Bells

He saw into his future
It caught him by surprise
He was just about to make, the biggest mistake of his life
And he didn't even know it yet

He walks alone, rain pouring down his neck
it matches his tears
He felt like never turning back, but he loved her so

You'd probably never expect this, but
I love you more than anything
My love will never fade away
You will always come first

She practiced her vows all alone
She tried to get it perfect, just right
She was so confident in being perfect

Looking at herself in the mirror, she smiled
"This is the day, this is the best day of my life"
So she practiced one more time

You know I love you, You know I care for you
I'll give you my heart, and I'll take care of yours
Love me more than anything
You will always come first

Suddenly she overheard what shouldn't have happened
He was gone
Why did this happen?

You'd probably never expect this, but
I did this for the best
You will always come first.

"You will always come first", she whispered quietly to herself.

Spike

As he sat down beside her
Tears were streaming from her eyes
He put his hand slowly, but steadily onto her shoulder
She gave in, though she hated
His eyes filled with bewilderment
Wondering why he cared so much for her
When his plot was to kill her and watch her die

Not Fade Away

I can't feel my legs, nor my hands
my soul is breaking at the bitter end
tension and guilt, they strangle me
suffocate me, so I cannot see
your knees and wrists feed for more,
I know that this isn't what you're looking for

I can't control this pain
I cry so hard, that I can barely breathe
I need an escape, I think you need one too
hold on to my hand and pray
it will all be over soon

I can't watch you, like this
risking your life, everyday
the silence creaks, on unwanted stairs
you wake up late, and now you're everywhere
to me, you cry for more
I can taste that this isn't what you're asking for

I can't control this pain
I cry so hard, that I can barely breathe
I need an escape, I think you need one too
hold on to my hand and pray
it will all be over soon

hold on to my hand, I will never let go
I got feelings for you, that you will never know

I can't control this pain
I cry so hard, that I can barely breathe
I need an escape, I think you need one too
hold on to my hand and pray
it will all be over soon

I love you, you just got to hold ..... on